<p>I'm getting a bit nervous about my teacher recommendations. This year I'll be applying to RSI and next year to college. Mainly, I'm concerned about RSI, I'm pretty certain that rec's play a huge role in the decision making for both though (at least for RSI)... </p>
<p>And I've got a problem, I don't jive particularly well with any of my teachers (at least not last year's). </p>
<p>I don't know, I'm just not good with teachers I guess. Most of them get really sick of my handwriting (which is second to none on the crappiness scale) and I don't contribute much in class (If thats what you call talking in class), I mostly just listen. I don't know if they think I'm bored of their class (I sometimes am), or that I'm being disrespectful or something. I suppose sometimes they probably get the impression that I'm "bored" or just another lazy bum.</p>
<p>To make things worse, I'm in the same grade as one of the smartest kids in the school. He took Calc back in 8th grade, and he took all of the AP Sciences last year. I'll be finished with 2 of mine this year (Jr. year), but it doesn't compare much to his achievements. I might be able to pull a higher PSAT score (might), and possibly better ECs, but at the moment I can't compare with the grades and recs (I think).</p>
<p>We'll both be getting recs from 1 of our AP science teachers (maybe not the same one, however, I'm sure news will travel that we're both applying to RSI). I can imagine his rec will be like, "Best student in my career, highly motivated, blah blah "... I can already think of what my teacher will be writing for me, "Lazy, but bright. Lacks motivation. Doesn't contribute to class. Sometimes obnoxious. Definitely has potential, but doesn't seem to want to try." At least that's what last year's teachers would write, but I'd like to change my teachers' impressions of me this year (and perhaps any negative things they've heard about me from other teachers :P).</p>
<p>However, I fear that my teacher will automatically compare me to my classmate when writing the recs, since he just took the classe(s) last year.</p>
<p>Anyways, I'm just looking for a way to improve my relationship with my teachers - without sucking up or seeming like a teacher's pet. And just in case you guys couldn't tell already, I TOTALLY suck at judging people's emotions :). So the saddest thing is I can't tell if they hate me or not, sometimes I get the feeling that most of my teachers are just like, "bleh, just another kid in my 40 year career." And I don't want someone who's writing my rec to think that. :(</p>