Wow, I’m surprised as to how much I can relate with everybody! I remember getting really angry this year because of my class rank. I had a 5.062 GPA this year (I live in South Carolina and our whole GPA/grading scale is really weird) and ended up getting ranked 12 out of 522, just barely out of the top 10 of my class, mainly because our 9th grade class rank is based off of our grades in middle school, something I wish I had known before coming to high school with my mediocre 98s Spanish 1, a CP class I took in 8th grade also probably weighted down my GPA as well. Anyway, I got 100s in AP Human Geography and Intro to Engineering, a Dual Enrollment class, so I’m pretty sure I will make top 10 sophomore year.
And the reason why I am fed up about being outside of top 10 is because they get a lot of benefits, such as parking spots close to the school, recognition at graduation, as well as their own breakfast at the end of the year
@kfaustria, I feel you in terms of losing friendships. I’ve been really good friends with this guy ever since I was in preschool. However I’ve been going to a lapse of social awkwardness/introversion ever since 8th grade, and as a result have been finding it hard to converse with him lately, as well as with many of my other friends–in group conversations with him involved I end up standing awkwardly off to the side, and as a result he starts making condescending remarks targeted at me (“You’re weird man,” “The violas suck (I play viola, and our section is often viewed to be the butt of the orchestra ;()”); I know these are jokes, but they sting, considering how sensitive I already am (grew up in a strict, conservative Asian Indian household and my dad is VERY vitriolic when he gets mad at me).
I have made some friends this year that I hang out with on a daily basis, however one of them is bigoted and really arrogant, making the atmosphere less enjoyable for me. I also found out that my friends are into rap music, something I was off the radar about until this year.
As for next year, I am taking AP Stat and AP World, as well as Chemistry and Precalculus. I hope to become a much more sociable, less insecure human being that can foster better relationships by next year haha.
@mayee107 Congrats on getting into Princeton!