<p>@DiscipulusBonus
Although I’m accepting of who I am, I’m aware of the fact that to attain success in life i’ll have to change my personality no matter how uncomfortable it is, but it’ll take time. However, if I limit myself in essays, hopefully my (present) personality hopefully will not shine through in my application, I generally constrain it at school in the presence of teachers and I thought they don’t like to write negative comments anyways? </p>