<p>I am going to attend RPI and this summer is actually killing me. I've already said my goodbyes to my friends and I have a busy August. Im just scared. But I want to find out. College seems like a lot of work. But if I don't start college, I'll never know. However, during one of the many downtimes, I can't stop thinking that maybe I'm not good enough to go to RPI.</p>
<p>The reason why? I had an awful GPA but a competitive SAT score. However, I studied for months to get my SAT score to 2170. I went to orientation and met a guy who scored 2010 without studying. The first time I took the SATs. I got a 1510. -_-. </p>
<p>I didn't try in high school and got Bs in a high school Chem course. But that was high school. It's much easier than college. I cruised through high school and wasnt incredibly strong in the sciences. I was good but not great.</p>
<p>I met A LOT of people who already took CALC BC, physics 2, Chem 2, bio 2. I was proud to have taken CALC AB. The highest i ever took was Physics 2 and i barely learned anything in that class. Hearing these people talk about all their accomplishments make me feel like a damn idiot.</p>
<p>Biggest reason. I was rejected from Stanford, Carnegie Mellon, John Hopkins, Cornell and GA tech. Comparable schools. RPI is on par with Carnegie Mellon in terms of engineering. RPI is the next big school I had on my list. After that, it was Drexel...</p>
<p>I was told I was only accepted by RPI because I had an internship at NAVSEA. But at that internship, I didn't really do anything. I just watched my partners do the work cuz I didn't understand anything that was going on.</p>
<p>I feel like I'm taking the back door into RPI and I feel like a total loser.</p>
<p>I'm hearing that college is difficult or that freshmen year is easy but you have to work for it. Im seriously confused. Care to enlighten me? Thanks for reading.</p>