<p>When I accepted my place in the Grinnell College Class of 2014 last spring, I couldn't have been happier. I fell in love with Grinnell when I first started looking at colleges because of its strong sense of community, strong academics, top-notch facilities and welcoming and interesting student body. I was convinced it was the perfect school for me. But now that I've been here for about eight weeks, I'm not so sure. </p>
<p>Now, don't get me wrong, there are things about this school that I love. I love the academics because I am learning a lot and being challenged like I never have before. I love the people I've met, my classes and my professors. But there's one thing I don't love so much, and it actually makes me pretty angry sometimes. And that is that Grinnell College and Grinnell the town are frickin' bubbles -- bubbles I feel trapped inside of. </p>
<p>My classmates are extremely concerned with making the College the best it can be, and I admire the responsibility they feel like they have to this community. But this responsibility doesn't extend beyond the campus' 120 acre radius, and I really can't stand it. People go through the day completely oblivious to what's going on outside of the town of Grinnell and especially outside of the College campus. There was hardly any interest in the 2010 midterm elections, the results of which have now threatened marriage equality and LGBT rights not just in Iowa but in the country as a whole. Yet when I hate crime was committed earlier this week, students brought out all the stops and there was a flood of activism in response. I was glad to see all of this support for the students who were targeted by the crime, but at the end of the day I think it won't make much of a difference because people here are already supportive of the cause and aware of the problem. </p>
<p>I've never been a city person. I'm from a small town in Wisconsin, for goodness sake, and all of my relatives are scattered across the Upper Midwest. But now I'm seriously considering transferring to an urban school because although engagement might not be found on campus, I'll at least have access to that kind of community off campus and at least the campus won't be so insular and self-sustaining. </p>
<p>I'm afraid, however, that I could be making a huge mistake. The last thing I want to do is transfer too soon and find myself completely unhappy -- because I'm not really unhappy right now; I'm more fed-up and annoyed. So I decided to turn to the CC community for guidance before I start considering transferring seriously. And definitely before I start talking to my adivsor, my other professors and my friends. </p>
<p>Should I look into transferring? Or should I stay here longer?</p>
<p>If I should transfer, where should I transfer to? I want to go to a school where people can see more than whats directly in front of them, where social justice and civic engagement are more than buzzwords and where people are engaged in the world outside of the College. I also want to go to a school with rigorous academics, personal attention, friendly students and lax curriculum requirements, like Grinnell. </p>
<p>Sorry for such a long-winded post. I just thought that the more specifics I give about how I'm feeling, the better. Any comments and advice would be greatly appreciated. </p>
<p>Thanks in advance!</p>