<p>Hello, I know I did wrong already ;( I failed to meet the SAP requirements for UC Davis
during my first year 
I really need help!! Ahh Im so scared that I might not be approved because I really do not have an accident or something major that I could have documentation of. 
Fall Quarter-->
Was soooo not ready for college at all! Too much free time and not wise enough to use it. Was put on Subject to Dismissal with a 1.3 ish GPA :( 
Winter Quarter---> Focused and spent less time with friends also the classes were a bit easier and I used resources. I felt better and I think it was due to the fact that I had the whole winter break to reevaluate myself and correct my habits. Got a 2.10 GPA but my Cumulative was like a 1.7 soo still not good ;(
Spring Quarter---> Decided to challenge myself (bad idea) and take a math course. It was not even hard math though but I underestimated all my classes and ended up failing two classes and getting a D+ on my last one. 
Not trying to make excuses at all I know I did horrible the truth is that I was very unmotivated in during my spring quarter. During Spring break when I went home, I realized how much my family needed me and how much I needed them too. My mom had a polyp in her throat and was/is getting treated for it and I dont know all of this just stayed back in my head during the spring quarter. My spiritual life was a disaster as well and I made the error of not talking to anyone about it. I tried to focus but I was not able to make it. </p>
<p>I know understand that the only true way i will help my fam is only if I continue my studies. With that in mind I asked what I could do in order to be able to come back and I was told I needed to take summer sessions to clear my point deficit and that after that I would be continued. 
I have definitely learned my lesson!! I am currently taking summer session 1 and I am doing good in the class! I am also gonna take summer session 2 and fix the other grades as well which I am happy for 
HOWEVER.
Now I must face my financial aid problem which is to appeal to get aid for the incoming 2012-2013 year 
but I am really really scared that I may not be approved and I just dont want to fail my family or anyone including myself, believe me I have tormented myself soo much already that I dont even know what to think anymore
ANY HELP IS APPRECIATED!!!! DX</p>