<p>i hate to be arguing with an adult as respectable as yourself over this matter, but i really do feel as though i have the upper ground. i've assessed the facts more thoroughly....because i know that i did not cheat, and because more is at stake for me :)</p>
<p>also, your continued insistence on giving additional consideration to my safeties is particularly unnerving. I have them considered; like i said, I'm not deluded. in reiterating it you imply that my abilities don't make the harvard cut. If i'm not made for the school, it's my own business, not yours or this thread's. </p>
<p>before my honesty came into question, even one of the accusers felt that my problem wasn't very serious. It seems like the belief that i might have been a cheater accounts for her change of mind. </p>
<p>"When others (EllenF, Northstarmom, and myself) expressed the opinion that, indeed, ["that the incident wouldn't have devastating effects on my application"] might not be the case and you should have other colleges in your sights"
ONLY happened AFTER and BECAUSE of the accusation.</p>
<p>there is one exception to this, if you look at bluebayou's post near the top. this person expressed concern, but their concern has little actual relation to my situation. a student, according to bluebayou, was rejected because he/she "had a 800/680 on the first test, and then xx/800 on the second." This does suggest cheating. An area which was initially the tester's strong point became his weak point, and vice versa. It is quite possible that the tester allotted time that was due to one section, to the other. In my situation, a strength has remained a strength, and weakness has grown more pronounced.</p>
<p>You're dwelling on the excuse, which is really quite accessory. I will probably not even send a note to the school. As the posters said before, it is generally understood that testers' performance varies in quality; many colleges agree to consider one's highest scores for that reason.....why else?</p>
<p>please, you still haven't addressed the facts.....</p>