Screwed Up First Year at University. What do I do?

Okay, so I really messed up this year at my university (it is my first year). I failed most of my classes. Here’s the run down of my situation:

I went to college in state at a university. I did about two weeks on campus, but then switched to all online courses and moved back home some two hours away to live with my parents again. First semester I was originally taking 5 classes which would make me full-time, but then I withdrew from 2 of them and got “W’s” on my transcript. I failed two of the other three courses, but managed to swing an A in that one course.

Then second semester comes around and I sign up for six classes because they are split. I took three classes for 7 weeks, had a week off, and began the next three courses. Thing is, I also failed all three of those first courses (I am going to have A’s - B’s for the second three courses).

Some past history: I did well in high school. For the first three years of high school, I took plenty of AP courses and had straight A’s (aside from one B in AP chem). My school ranks students by GPA and I was #1 in my class all three years…but then senior year came along and I didn’t do as well (I got a C in my first semester of calculus which I dropped for second semester, and got a few B’s). Basically, there was a noticeable decline in my grades during my senior year. I still ended pretty strong though. I ranked 10 out of about 380 students in my class and had a weighted GPA of over a 4.0 still (but unweighted it was like a 3.5 or something). I did decent on my SAT, but not great. I think I got 1850 - 1900. I also took community college courses while in high school and I got A’s and B’s and have roughly 19-20 credits from that.

Back to college: I got very lucky in the sense that, after I transferred to online classes, I didn’t have to pay a penny out of pocket. With my scholarships and financial aid, I actually ended up getting a refund of about $1500 - $2000 both semesters. I spoke with the financial aid office for my university and they said since I passed one class first semester, I will not owe any of that back and as long as I pass a class this semester, I got off free. Actually, I got of about $3,500 richer. Lucky me.

Problem is, I now have a godawful transcript and I don’t know what to do. I am not staying at this university, I always planned to transfer, and now I am looking at community college in California. Here’s the dream: go a year or so at a community college in the LA area, get my core/gen ed classes done, and transfer to USC via one of their connection programs. So my question I guess is: will I be able to do this with my shitty record?

(And no I have absolutely no excuse for failing)

Actually. I would like to hear why you failed. That really determines my opinion on what you should do.

Honestly, just a total and utter lack of motivation. Senior year, for some reason, hit me hard in the sense that everything just felt entirely pointless. Not just high school but everything past that. Since then I’ve just been, I don’t know, in this funk I guess. I do think I will do better next year as long as they aren’t online courses. I don’t have the discipline for that