<p>I have an unweighted gpa of 3.7-3.8(not sure) , my sat is 1800 and I want to major in foreign languages or international business or something like that, but at the same time I am battling clinical depression(undiagnosed, no counselor) due to family problems. I want to live a healthier life so I have planned this schedule:</p>
<p>I took ap bio, ap studio art and eng (only passed eng comp with a 4); it was too much with my circumstances.</p>
<p>I want credit for ap courses so I decided to not take as many</p>
<p>It sickens me. I see many on this forum complaining about everything, but what they do not realize is that some kids could do as well as them under different circumstances. They do not see that some people live with literally bipolar parents that hate everyone that is not their religion...and they condemn them to hell. I seriously am just venting because this is my life. I know I will never be accepted...I just my senior year to be better than junior year. Is this bad? Should I really take AP spanish even though it will be my first C ever?(my native speaker friend did everything to her best abilities and struggled to get an 80%...and I am not a native speaker). I forgot to mention that I want to apply for a scholarship where my gpa has to be at least 3.8, so in order to even be considered I have to make sure my gpa will be at this level. Due to this I dropped 2 hard classes.</p>
<p>AP English Lit
(no honors at my school, and I still question why to take this. Colleges only take one year of ap credit, and I already got a 4 on English last year. My school is offering an English course online that is regular. I would consider this because it would prepare me for online classes I will take in college, but I do not want to look like an underachienver for my abilities)
AP Stats
Gov/econ(normal)
spanish 4(not ap)
French 2
Chinese 1
Senior Seminar(helps 1s generation students apply to college and scholarships)</p>
<p>I was also going to take physics but I would probably get a C in there too.</p>