<p>So I have two choices:</p>
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<li><p>Easy mode - Stay here in the US and take classes at school and graduate on time no problem and I'd get to do a Psych minor and I'd cruise through senior year not taking too many classes. I'd be able to enjoy senior year more, however I wouldn't have the study abroad experience and grow as a person. </p></li>
<li><p>Hard mode - Go abroad to Spain next semester. I'd would be taking throw-away credits because I don't need more to graduate and I can't take my major classes abroad. The risk is this: I'm waiting to hear back from some accounting firms to see if I have an internship this summer. IF I do AND my college offers a summer class I would only be taking 5 classes first semester senior year and 4 my last semester. Managable.</p></li>
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<p>However, if I don't get the internship and depending on whether they offer the summer class, I would have to take a combination of 10-11 accounting classes senior year, 3 of which would be honors classes, AND apply for a full-time job at the same time. Not to mention I would have to drop my Psych minor either way if I go abroad.</p>
<p>I know people say the find themselves when they go abroad and they become much more independent, but idk if its worth the risk a miserable senior year once I'm back.</p>
<p>Also, if I do go abroad, there is also a possibility of my mother allowing me to take an extra semester to finish my degree. The problem with that is that I don't even know if accounting is what I want to do. I'm good with numbers but I don't enjoy accounting necessarily. I've never been able to really discover what my passions are and accounting just seemed like a safe, guaranteed job after college. So making my mom spend even more money for a career I don't even know if I'll be happy with.</p>
<p>Unfortunately there really isn't a middle ground. </p>
<p>Oh yea, I have today to decide.</p>
<p>Ideas?</p>