The ROTC program at my university seems so tempting to join. I’m acquainted with a handful of people who are in the program, and all of them seem like really cool people. They’re not like most people in the majors I have tried so far (Eng. Tech; Earth Science), But more importantly, it SOUNDS like something that suits many of my interests.
There are certain characteristics and capabilities that I want to have, but it seems like I can’t find anyone to teach them to me. Things like how to get fit, how to be more self-disciplined (so I can stay fit and do better in every aspect of my life), how to defend myself and others, just to name a few.
In short, I want to be prepared for anything the world might throw at me after I leave college, and even during college. I don’t just want to have book smarts. I also want to be stronger, more athletic, a better leader (not that I’ve ever cared too much about leading anyone until recently), and so on. I also want to know how to maneuver through different terrains, how to fight, how to shoot, how to tend to others in need, soft skills and hard skills in general that will be useful in both civilian life, civilian jobs, and, if I have to take them, military and/or rescue jobs.
I’m also still interested in being good with my hands, and how to use, build, dismantle, and repair things. Especially vehicles, robots, and drones. I’ve seen quite a few ROTC people take engineering classes. There’s even two guys I know who are taking two engineering technology classes with me, and if I understand correctly, military guys have to deal a lot with vehicles and drones.
My goal as an engineer technologist, or better yet, a mechanical engineer, is to create, or help create, a new, more compact, more efficient vehicle, or some kind of suit or gear that allows for better movement and mobility. Whether it be in water, gliding through the air, or being able to run faster, jump higher.
At the least, I would get a good job working on vehicles or building, repairing, and flying drones. Not for combat purposes, though. Yet, I’m not sure where I would even begin to learn about vehicles and movement gear and advance armors or drones while in my current university. I think I might learn a bit about drones in robotics, but that’s it.
So, I want to learn about vehicles and robotics, but I need to experience examples of how the current ones work, first. Then I could think of ways they can be improved. I also want to be more physically capable, but not just out of personal interest. If college doesn’t work out, or if I can’t find an engineering job right away, I would want to take some job that involves rescuing people, and it seems like the military trains individuals for that, as well.
All that being said, I don’t want to devote myself to the US government. I love the idea of defending my family and friends, as well as innocent civilians, as well as what the United States stands for (or at least used to), but I just don’t have faith in the government, as well as any other system at play. Especially when it comes to anything even remotely related to war.
I guess I’m afraid that if I join ROTC, I’ll basically be selling my soul, and will be forced to fight for this country whether I want to or not, whether if I agree with the reasons I’m being made to fight or not, and won’t have the freedom to freely live my life the way I want to, but I don’t have the freedom to do that now, and I’m already am going to be heavily in debt and indebted to my school and this country by the time I graduate.
Plus, I hear that ROTC students get all kinds of benefits both in and out of college, get to travel to all kinds of places, and that not every military-related job is going to equate to me going onto the battlefield. I even hear that they get a lot of vacation time.
So, is it worth doing? From thinking about this long and hard, and after reading over my post, it sounds like it would be a good fit for me, even though I have to overcome some personal issues first, and get into better shape over the summer to be prepared for the ROTC bootcamp course.