I recently started college at a technical school that is division 3 in track and field. In high school, I was a star sprinter in and was given a lot responsibility in heading hurdles and sprints. However, the other people of the team were never into the workout (some were very difficult) and I felt it was my responibility to cheer everyone and help everyone get through the workout during the season.
When I graduated I promised myself I would not do track in college so I could focus on my studies and find out more things about myself during my college years. However, signed up anyway because running was something I was used to doing. I’ve been in the track for 4 weeks now, and I don’t see myself being in track for my college career because it doesn’t seem like something I want to continue doing in my life.
Everyone else is so commited and I find myself questioning whether to quit everyday during workouts. It also takes a bg chunk of my time for studying and being with friends for studying and dinner. I’m just scared of how people on the team might talk about me as “the kid who couldn’t hack it.” The coach is understanding and says its my decision if I want to do other things in college, but I feel I’d be disappointing the team somehow and wondering if i would regret quitting in a few months. I just dont know what to do!