<p>Thanks again everyone.
I want to apply so badly, but I know at this point I probably shouldn’t. This sucks, I’ve always pictured myself there.
I’m going to talk with my parents a little more, and Wes fin aid dept. tomorrow, and then I’ll make my final choice.
It’s weird, when I explain my dilemma to friends and teachers, they tell me to still apply and take out loans if need be, very different here haha.</p>