After stalking on this forum for about half a month, I finally decided that I should start preparing for my transfer application, if that is something truly worthwhile to consider.
Since my senior year of high school, I have been really into the idea of an open curriculum. At that time, I didn’t know what I want to do in college although I really liked biology and did some research during high school. Therefore, the idea of choosing whatever classes you want to take sounded extremely intriguing. I applied ED to Brown and got deferred, and finally rejected. After all my school decisions came out, my parents nudged me to choose a big university with a prestigious name. As an international student who wishes to come back home after finishing my education, I know that although prestige cannot prove anything, it is an important factor considered by HR if I want to find a decent job at my country. However, I believed that I still needed a college experience that is similar to what I would have had at Brown, so I ended up choosing a LAC that has very similar offerings.
However, after I committed to this school, several things had made me question if I had made the most informed decision. I was waitlisted by Barnard, and my counselor suggested that I should do a bit more research and write a letter of continued interest. Researching Barnard made me realize that as someone who grew up in a city, maybe I would want to position myself in a city environment. And that did become a minor thing that bothers me from time to time in my fall semester in college. My school is in a pretty lovely small town, but there is virtually nothing alive after it turns dark. Even during the weekends, there are only a few people on the street. Since I don’t have a car, I will have to walk twenty minutes to the nearest store to get groceries. Overall, it has been a bit boring to me, since I am really used to the convenient public transportation and fast-paced life back home.
Besides the geological location, another reason that made me consider transferring is the social one. I have had major struggles dealing with my identity as an international student throughout the semester. A really bad interview experience made me first realize maybe some people don’t want me to be on this campus: the interviewer refused to let me explain myself and literally said into my face that I should be grateful that I am allowed to study here due to the courtesy of the US government and the school, so I should not expect to have any equal opportunities as other domestic students do, and I should not expect to receive a green card after graduate (I didn’t even mention anything related to immigration to her). This incident made me realize that I should take a step back and re-examine my identity as an international student, and I came to the conclusion that my national identity and my culture matters a lot fo me. However, like many other international students I talked to, I didn’t feel like cultural diversity and the sense of global citizen matters at my school.
Other aspects of campus life also made me question how much will I learn from the on-campus activism atmosphere. From my personal experience, my school is fairly close to the left end of the political spectrum. I consider myself as a liberal individual as well, but I still feel worried because for most issues that are debated among the students, other opinions aren’t as pronounced as the liberal side. Although I don’t think that anyone has attempted to silence another individual with a different opinion, somehow I still feel like the fact that the student body is very much agreeing with itself is quite dangerous. I am aware that although my school is to some extent racially more diverse than its equals, students are not as diverse in terms of their educational background (a lot of them come from private high schools) and their socioeconomic status, therefore most people are very similar in terms of their political opinions. As one of the majority, I always wonder if I have enjoyed too much privilege of only hearing from people who basically agree with me all the time and missed the other side of the picture.
One last thing that made me seriously consider transferring is realizing that I might not be able to pursue my academic passions here. During this winter break (which I am still in now), I am participating in a research project that studies urbanization and population migration. This experience made me realize that I might want to pursue a major in urban studies, and after looking into some urban studies program, I feel pretty positive to say that this might be the most ideal major for me at this point. I took intro to sociology in fall and really enjoyed the course, but I don’t want to spend a lot of time learning about the US society since the knowledge won’t really apply if I go back to my country after graduation. Urban studies is a quite collaborative social science major, and it can offer a global perspective that I want. However, my current school will not offer such majors. There are a few courses related to urban studies, but they’re not well-rounded enough.
So here comes the dilemma: I could choose to stick with the social scene and the environment, since I am 80% sure that I will go to grad school and I know I can have something else then. However, I am not really happy at this school socially due to the lack of diversity, plus I will not be able to choose the major I am interested in. I would be allowed to design my own major if I want to, but still, I don’t think I can find many professors with a strong interest in urban studies, and I don’t know how to plan the research methodology class & the seminars into my schedule if my school doesn’t offer them at all.
Should I transfer? And if so, any recommendations?
Thank you so much for reading this exceedingly long post!
Something about me:
HS: weighted 4.42 GPA & upward trend, 1560 SAT, 6 APs, did two biology research and a research competition on sex education, activism club and theatre club
College: 4.0 from fall semester, joined an a capella group, member of an advisory board for international students, worked as a communication partner for people learning my native language, member of cultural club, member of clinical escort club, volunteer at metoo exhibition. Currently working on a project on urbanization and population migration during winter break
I am an international student and I don’t receive any financial aid from my current school, so tuition won’t affect my decisions