So I just realized...

<p>...that I am dreading the day that my Yale decision comes. As much as I want that day to be here, I am so scared to open that letter/email because of what it might contain.</p>

<p>Yale is my dream school and I would go there in a heartbeat if accepted, but the chances are just so slim...</p>

<p>I'm honestly frightened, and I don't get scared often.</p>

<p>I feel that way too about HYP in general. I’m going to have to medicate myself beforehand or something…I think I’ll seriously break down if I see 3 rejections.</p>