SO is it a dead end? am i fooling myself??

I never thought about it in that manner. Since i dont really socialize i haven’t been around young people but most likely you are right. Who wants to deal with 18 year olds? Nevertheless, arnt there many clubs and events that i can involve myself with… an idea that i have wanted to do for a while is take two backhoes a bob cat and a few volunteer engineer students to Haiti and teach/build water wells in distressed locations. However, that needs influence which my money cant buy…cuz im not that rich - yet. Also, I have a lineage in Mexico and the reason i love the USA is because you dont need “blue blood” to be heard however that isn’t true anywhere else~ and Harvard is easier way to say “HEY LISTEN TO ME”~