<p>I'm not REALLY going to inflict any kind of pain upon myself, so don't worry haha... but I really really really really REALLY am uber upset right now.:(</p>
<p>I'm going on my senior year this fall. I got my AP results today and....</p>
<p>Economics - 3 (for both.... but I didn't take the course at school so... all right I guess...)</p>
<p>European History - 3
Environmental Science -3
English Language - 5
Psychology - 5</p>
<p>My chances for getting accepted ED at Penn have gotten REALLY slim now, I think, with the 3's.... and how my school system works is that the AP exam mark determines the course mark in this way :
I'm going to get B's for Environmental Science and European History now... 85% for both. I was getting an A in APES (96%) and a B in EH (88%).
According to my calculations then, including the PE and Orchestra marks, I'm getting 90%-91% average.
If I got 4's instead of 3's on the APES and APEH exams I would have gotten around 93% or more (probably more, like 95%). Which probably would have placed me in the top 10% rank.
I worked hard for both courses...and for nothing.</p>
<p>I'm trying to convince myself that it's not all that bad as I want to study English and Psych. in U anyway but obviously it IS bad.</p>
<p>That's not the end of it. To add to that, I only got 2240 on my SAT (2nd time. 1st time, I got 2150) and I'm an Asian girl.
AND I'm an international (I'm Canadian).
I go to a competitive private school, does that negatively affect me in any way? I'm freaking and can't think straight. Holy cow.</p>
<p>I had the most rigorous courses in my grade. I'm planning to adorn my application with records of my creative writing awards the last academic year and emphasize that I am good at languages. Also my Spanish teacher and Writing teacher agreed to write me recommendations. In fact my Writing teacher said "I'll write you the recommendation of your LIFE," haha:)...</p>
<p>BUT my numbers really don't look good right now....
Someone please tell me what to do, I'm on the verge of hyperventilating and crying at the same time, which will not be pretty.</p>
<p>Thanks for reading this NOVEL of a post, but seriously I'm flipping out...</p>