<p>The schools and names of this story have been changed :)</p>
<p>So. I was on CC last year as a super active member and really into finding the "right fit" school for me. I applied to 4 schools (as a repeat freshman) and got into two, got wait listed at one, and got rejected by one. I really liked the two i got into, even though i really wanted to go to the one i was wait listed at. Out of the two i was accepted to, one of them was single sex. I went to both revisit days, did my thing, and i decided to go to the all girls school. I really didn't like the idea of no boys but I felt more comfortable there. It was closer to my home and I really liked the campus and the overall vibe. Lets pretend that I'm at Emma Willard.
Now, I decided to apply to schools as a repeat freshman. I was young for my grade (born in August) so by redoing freshman year, I was in a better position socially and academically.
I've been at EWS for a month now and I'm going out of my mind. I hate not seeing boys and the girls here are extremely exclusive and not at all like me or any of my "go with the flow" old friends. Most of them are a year younger than me and seem so immature and petty. The two groups of "friends" that I made when I first got here all like eachother more than they like me and I always feel like the odd one out no matter where I am. I'm not comfortable here at all and I had my 1st breakdown last night. I feel like I've made a terrible mistake. I can't stand the position i put myself in.
After talking to my parents on the phone, they gave me two options. I can either finish out the year at EWS and then come home and spend the rest high school at the one i left (awkwardly being in a grade lower than all my friends) or i can stay put where i am. I dont know whether this situation is going to get better or not, but I think once I explain to my parents that i am NOT happy at either of the two, they'll allow me to reapply.</p>
<p>I interviewed (but didn't apply) to Loomis and I regret it. I'm also interested in the school that I got into but didnt go to (Blair). I may consider applying to middlesex or mercersburg. These are really the only three I'd consider reapplying to.</p>
<p>If I was accepted into a school last season, would my application still be good this one? Do I have to redo everything? Would my chances be hurt at Loomis where I was interviewed but never applied? Would my chances be hurt for college when they've seen I've been to 3 different high schools?</p>