So...

<p>With only a few days before I get rejected from my dream school, I am actually not too nervous.</p>

<p>That's a lie, but I'm telling the truth too.</p>

<p>I don't want to open the email Wednesday because then I know it will all be over and there will be no more room for hope, but at the same time I am eager to just get the anxiety of waiting over with.</p>

<p>Once I'm rejected, though, I still will have three amazing options, so I know I'll end up somewhere I love. But I think I'll always have that feeling, the burning question hovering just above my subconscious: "What if...?"</p>

<p>fortunately, it’s a portal, not an email, which might eliminate some of the incredibly stressful refreshing of your inbox.</p>

<p>Unless he is talking about Harvard, in the Yale forum and letting us know in a subtle way…</p>

<p>Probably not.</p>

<p>Haha email, portal, same thing.</p>

<p>Haha I’m in the same situation as you. 3 more days of being a Yale/Harvard/Princeton hopeful instead of reject. </p>

<p>:D we can all cry together</p>