Stuck

[Jenni922]

<p>I just met with my academic advisor and everything has finally caught up to me. I only have 24 credits left to fulfill after being in college full time for 2 years with no experiential learning of any sort or any idea of what I want to pursue after college. I dove into college with the plan of getting my majors in biology and spanish, which I am very close to reaching but I'm still clueless. Granted I know very well that it is has been my responsibility to look for opportunities through this time but it makes me breakdown every time I think about school because I feel like I took the wrong route. I was always very interested in biology and Spanish, I still am at this very moment, but I was always more interested in photography/graphic design. Now all I feel is regret. I feel like it's all too late now as I grow envious of my soon-to-be-high school-senior-brother who has actually taken the initiative to pursue art and I'm growing more nervous. There's still so much I have to figure out, but I'm going to done with my undergrad studies in a year and I'm still clueless. I can't talk to anyone else about this and I feel like such a failure although I'm only nineteen as I watch my debt increase through my foolishness. And I know how pathetic I sound, I can feel it, but I just really do not know anymore. </p>