<p>Maybe they think you are a dumbass because you project the image of being a dumbass. Thats where you need to start your work. Your attitude. Really, it makes a huge difference. It sounds like you are stuggling with a mood disorder (depression, anxiety) low self esteem and possibly a touch of Aspergers? Is your therapist helpful? If not, there are others who can be.</p>
<p>If I have a touch of Asperger’s as you suggest (I actually don’t meet all the criteria, by the way) why should I blame myself for lacking the social ability to come across as an intelligent person? I don’t consider myself an idiot. If I were an idiot I suppose that I wouldn’t have excelled in school. But if the people interviewing me think that I am an idiot, what can I do? :)</p>
<p>*Oh, and if your resume isnt getting any hits, have someone reread it and make some suggestions. Do your parents work? Do they have contacts? If so use them. *</p>
<p>Someone at the career center read it. They said it was fine, although they suggested that I make some cosmetic changes to it. Nothing major. My parents are unable to help.</p>
<p>"Also, how did you handle the typically required reading/writing, humanities, and social studies courses in school? Or did you go to a school like Amherst or Brown with no such requirements? "</p>
<p>I wish I had gone to one of those schools :). Look, math and computer science were easy courses. I spent more time and effort studying for History 101 than I did for Math 417. I am not a Math wizard, but Math comes easy to me. History would have require me to read large amounts of information, retain it, and process it. It was considerable work and I relied on memorization. For example if there was a concept I needed to learn I’d highlight it in the book and reread it until it stuck to my brain. Plus I only read the textbook and took as many notes in class as possible. I did not bother reading the additional books (you know, all those little books they make you buy). So in History 101 wouldn’t have ended up with an A.</p>
<p>"Why do you need a computer science major for programming jobs? I have taken precisely three computer science classes, two of which were actually more math than computer science, and I am currently working a programming job. I was offered an IT job too. "</p>
<p>A degree in computer science makes you more desirable for an IT job than a degree in any other subject. And keep in mind that when I say “IT” I am referring to jobs that involve computer programming, not some job in the finance department of an IT company or some customer service position.</p>
<p>"What career would you like to have? What steps can you take to get there? For example, if you wanted to stay in IT and needed more experience in in-demand areas, could you strengthen your profile by taking a few IT classes or volunteering in the IT department of a non-profit? "</p>
<p>I want to take a programming course but that’s up in the air right now. It costs thousands of money and I don’t have that money right now. I am waiting a few weeks to see if I can get a loan.</p>
<p>"Is being a math teacher possible, or working for an organization as a paid math tutor? Did you earn a degree from a school recognize, such as USNews ranking or at the least known locally? "</p>
<p>I think it’s possible, but it’s not a job I want to do. I wouldn’t be surprised if I apply for a teaching job and it turns out that my experience sucks and that the person reading my resume concludes that I’m not the type of person they would want to hire as a teacher. Is becoming a teacher really so easy that they will take anyone who lacks the capacity to get hired to work in an industry?</p>
<p>The school was like top 50 the last time I checked?</p>
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"Ignore this guy… he’s obviously a ■■■■■ who continues to do nothing but shoot down any possible career suggestions. "*</p>
<p>Real life ■■■■■, if you are right about me. Remember, I just wanted to help kids not make the same mistake I made. But then people started psychoanalyzing me and making false accusations against me and I simply defended myself.</p>