<p>Im pretty stressed out because I just recently realized I have no idea what to do with my life/where to go to college. I know picking a college doesn't decide my entire life, but still.</p>
<p>I'm a white middle-class girl from southern California applying to college for fall of 08
Im not sure what my overall GPA is but I think its around 4.1 weighted, 3.8 unweighted
SAT I- 2130 (760 critical reading, 620 math, 750 writing)
SAT II- Literature 720, US History 690
AP US History- 4, AP Bio- 3, IB Psych- 4, IB Math Studies- 5
I dont remember what my PSAT score was but apparently Im a possible National Merit person</p>
<p>My current school is an independent study charter school which is not looked upon very highly. For a lot of students its a remedial/dropout prevention thing but Im going there to graduate a semester early and get away from the miserable environment of my last school (a tiny cutthroat competitive public high school where I was very depressed and isolated. Everyone was obsessed with grades and scores. Hardcore alcohol abuse was pretty rampant, as were elitism, racism, sexism, homophobia and sexual harassment from both students and teachers). Anyway, I am just taking two high school classes in my senior year (English and Government/Economics) but I am also taking two classes at community college. </p>
<p>At my old school I was on the tennis team, president of Amnesty International and editor of the school paper; however, my current school doesnt offer any extracurricular activities. I am working in a restaurant, and volunteering with a hospice and an organization called Food Not Bombs that distributes food for free that would otherwise be wasted. I have also won several creative writing awards and attended the California State Summer School for the Arts in 2005 and 2006. I make and contribute to zines (small independently published magazines) and I am working on organizing a new theatre company. </p>
<p>I do not have any desire to go to a prestigious college but I would like to get a decent education. Its also important to me to go somewhere that is well-integrated into the surrounding community, where there is not a lot of animosity between students and local residents. I do not want to be in a bubble, especially not a hyper-privileged one. I am queer so I want to be somewhere I could be safe and find girls to date but I dont necessarily want a stereotypical hippie school.</p>
<p>Im interested in lots of things creative writing, English and Spanish literature, linguistics, social sciences, film, all the stuff that sounds kind of flaky like media, ethnic and gender studies. I am mostly thinking about colleges on the west coast but Im open to other suggestions as well. Cost is also a pretty big concern for me and my family (who wants to help out but definitely does not have a college fund or a bunch of money lying around).</p>
<p>Thank you so much. Sorry this got so long.</p>