Summer dilemma

<p>So, I previously went to a Governor's a School program. This was seriously the best experience of my life (socially and academically), along with it being absolutely pivotal in the development of who I am today. I am far better than my past self in every respect due to this program. Now, this summer, I will probably have the chance to attend this program again (although in a different subject area- likely engineering) if I am rejected from my other summer programs- which is likely. This sounds like a great thing, right? I don't know. I'm kind of afraid that I won't feel the same ecstasy as I did last time. Of course I'll be better off academically, so I'll obviously go to the program, but I'm kind of afraid to "tarnish" my previous experience with a somewhat inferior one. It might be better, though. This summer might exceed all previous awesome-ness levels achieved. I don't know what to think. Have any of you had concerns like this? Would you go to the program again, or let someone else (one that probably hasn't gone before) take your place? </p>