I’m currently a Junior in high school and I often suffer from anxiety and stress at the thought of not being good enough. I know all that matters (or somewhat) is that I try my my best, but I can’t help but always feel that I’m not good enough…?
Anyway, here are my standings as of right now:
Academics
GPA UW: 3.9
GPA W: 4.35
Prior to high school (Completed in middle school):
Geometry Honors A
Algebra 1 Honors A
Japanese A
Freshman Year:
Biology Honors A
Algebra 2 Honors A-
World History&Geography Honors A
English 9 Honors A
Japanese 2 A
Health&P.E. A
Concert Orchestra A
Sophomore Year:
AP World History A
Chemistry Honors A
Precalc w/Trig Honors A-
English 10 Honors A
Japanese 3 A
Health&P.E. A
Advanced Orchestra A
Junior Year:
(Will likely end with these markings)
AP Biology A-
AP Physics A- (or B+)
AP English Language and Composition A
AP Calculus BC A
US History Honors A
Advanced Composition 1 (This is a tutoring class in which i work at our school’s writing center) A
Advanced Orchestra
Signed up for Senior Year:
AP Chemistry
AP Computer Science
AP English Literature
AP US Government and Politics
Multivariable Calculus and Matrix Algebra(college-registered class)
Advanced Composition 2
Advanced Orchestra
Extracurriculars
Clubs/Organizations:
National Honor Society
Mu Alpha Theta (Math Honor Society)
History Honor Society
Music Honor Society (Tri-M)
Science Honor Society
English Honor Society
Japanese Honor Society
College Partnership Program
Key Club
Active Minds Club
Awards/Recognitions:
Placed 1st for National History Day at school and regional level
Placed 2nd for NHD at states level
No placing, competed at NHD National level
No placing, competed at National Japan Bowl
Superior Ranking in Solo and Ensemble Festival/Competition
Leadership:
Active Minds Club Officer
Section Leader (2nd chair) in Concert Orchestra
Principal (1st chair) in Advanced Orchestra
Team leader in Japan Bowl Competition
Volunteer:
Hospice Care (VITAS) at local retirement community
Other than that, I play piano, been playing violin for ten years, and tutor at our school’s writing center (that’s kind of mentioned above)
Test Scores
SAT I Composite: 1910
ACT w/Writing: Taking it June
SAT II: Taking Math II, US History, and Biology (M) in October
I hope to volunteer at an animal shelter or shadow at a vet or hospital over the summer. It’s likely that I’ll have another leadership position in Music Honor Society and Science Honor Society by Senior Year, but nothing is confirmed yet! I will likely be a biochemistry major (pre-med) in college.
I know that my EC and SAT score are pretty weak and I don’t have much leadership positions… I’m having a lot of regrets over how I could have done so much more over my high school career than what I actually did 
Do I have a chance at getting into some good colleges (preferably Duke or Cornell…?) even though I’m not really perfect with my standings?