<p>My whole school life, I am that guy who gives it all that he has, but has nothing to show for it. My freshman year at Valdosta, I started out a biology major, but I stunk at it. No matter how hard I studied, I did awful at test. My mom thought engineering would be better. I got off to a good start in it, but things changed. My grades got lower and I got d's in major classes. I was trying to get into ga tech because Valdosta did not have a engineering school, but my gpa fell way below ga tech's standards. But with my mom moving to dallas, I could get instate. So I transferred to texas tech to do chemical engineering. But that first year was rough. I bombed a major class that would set me back a whole year. I was already scheduled to graduate in 2016( I started college in 2009). 2017 was too much. Realizing that I am not an engineer student, I went undecided in spring. But I feel like I am not motivated anymore. I am going through the motions. I have began to hate college. I hate looking at the text book. I hate being on campus. I even dislike my college town. My mind is not into it. I changed to math since I had the most credits but I failed a mathematical proofs class this summer as well.
Right now I am thinking of going to a trade school for computer networking, getting a general studies degree, stay in my math major, take a break, or just change my scenery. I am very unhappy right now and I want to change my life. But I need to do something that can give me the best future, but I have to enjoy the process somewhat.</p>