<p>Hi, I go to the University of Massachusetts. Im a freshman and I am on the track and field team. So far this has been very stressful. I have constant panic attacks, im not happy here. My grades are showing it. This environment is very hard for me to learn in. I do not do well in very test based, large lectures. I also do not think what I want to pursue is available here. My mom is supportive in me coming home, going to community college for a semester and figuring out what i want to do. My brother says i should stick it out. I do not know what to do.
Please advice is welcomed.</p>