<p>OP, I hope it is as wonderful as you envision but I bet you also know that often big decisions don’t turn out as you expect them to. That isn’t to say that you don’t go down an interesting and often wonderful path, it just that it isn’t the path you had in your mind’s eye. Sometimes the value is not revealed until years later. This may be your first major decision but there are many more to follow. And if you can’t do what you want to do because of constraints or situations that you can’t control, that’s ok too. You make the best choice you can given your options and go with that.</p>