<p>Yes, we’re really the special ones.</p>
<p>So, what did you do when you found out?
What do you plan to do now?</p>
<p>Me, I cried and shouted and sat on the stairs and then went out to a diner and got about a trillion desserts-- could have been much worse.
Since last night, I’ve been on a sort of rebound, though, thinking “Hmm ___ College doesn’t sound so bad” and working nonstop on essays.
Well, maybe not nonstop…</p>
<p>I am considering retaking the ACT and maybe some SAT IIs but since I doubt they will arrive on time or be applicable I may not. I am now on a quest to find out. I am working on apps for Middlebury, Tufts, Duke, and Vandy.</p>
<p>When I found out I simply started to develop a game plan for getting in although I am seriously considering Middlebury but I really love Brown but have a better shot at Midd. Decisions,decisions.</p>
<p>lol You should see my reaction
Within an hour after I found out I was deferred, I started and finished and application to SIUC (Southern Illinois University Carbondale)
If you haven't heard of it, don't worry. The only reason why I know about it is because my friend had recently signed to go there to play softball. I know nothing about the school cept that it's a piece of crap and it offers rolling admissions.</p>
<p>I just wanted to see if I could get into a college at that point.</p>
<p>lol It's so sad.
Now the application is sent and I'm just sitting here thinking, "Why the eff did I just throw away 30 bucks?"
Oi vay >.<</p>
<p>I was actually quite relieved. Brown was my ultimate #1 first choice, and then some time during the past week I suddenly realized that I don't think I want to go there anymore...so if I had been accepted, it would have been kind of bad. So this is the absolute best thing possible...I'm not bound there, and I didn't get rejected! The only bad thing here is the 13 applications I now have to do :-.</p>
<p>I just submitted my Columbia application tonight, the school that I strongly believe I am meant to be at and my new first choice. Really hoping I get in!</p>