<p>Firstly, don't get me wrong - materially and on the surface you would think I took full advantage of all the oppurtunities of high school and made the most of it. Student Gov. President, been a leader in tons of organizations, stellar grades and scores, and I still love to and have time to hang out with friends and everything like that. </p>
<p>Yet recently though, (perhaps also due to the onset of senior year and college admissions), I feel as if my high school career hasn't been complete - I am the kind of person who likes to experience everything, and there are a few clubs that I wish I could have gotten more involved in or been a true leader in, but now it's too late. I will never have the same oppurtunities again, ever, because college clubs and then real life organizations are totally different from high school clubs. </p>
<p>I'm also feeling down about the end of high school itself - my teachers, who's classes I absolutely loved and enjoyed, and my classmates, who with I enjoyed. Most of them I will never see again, ever, and I will truly miss them. Never again will there be a truly 'fun' class taken by me ever again. No more things like making fun powerpoint presentations (the ones in college and beyond will never be of the same fun-underlying nature), no more things like posters, easy papers, and fun projects. Never again. No more things like high school football games, for college ones are nothing close to that. I even might miss gym class a bit, because all of the colleges I'm going for don't require things like gym. No more things like everyone crowding before class gossiping about things like SAT scores (since no one will take the same standarized tests again) or everyone feeling the comradeship of college admissions (for we all take different paths then on in life - i go to a suburban school where most go to college so we all feel the bond of that). No more high school styled classes, no more anything like that. High school had that color of 'fun' inherently mixed in with it...but college, although it is fun as well, it is not anywhere near as close...</p>
<p>The fun is over from here on out. And I'm feeling a bit sad about that. I wish I had done more things, enjoyed more things, and made the most out of these 4 years, but now it really feels like to me that it all went by so fast and that perhaps I didn't make the most of it. There is so much time in the rest of my life to have done things and enjoy my childhood more, decades upon decades to do everything serious in the world, but these 4 years are over. These 4 years went by so quickly, and all that's left from these are memories and yearbooks... : (</p>
<p>Anyone else's thoughts on the end of high school?</p>