<p>Hello all. I have a big decision to make, I hope that I may tap you all for some experience and advice.</p>
<p>I am 27 years old. I have a rocky academic and financial background. Something like a 1.8 in high school, and my first academic year in college (2003-04), I had a 0.8 gpa. Also, Bad credit history until ~2009. Clearly I wasn't ready for the responsibility, or something along those lines, you can pick your excuse of choice. In any offense, in 2010, I made a big move, re enrolled in a community college, worked full time and have a 4.0 over 70+ credit hours. Retaken sat for 2300 score. I really have found my passion and stride. A handful of science related/honors related extracurriculars as well. What really triggered my spark of motivation was being employed in the medical field. For the last 4 years, the hospitals I have worked at have changed my life. Ive been current on all my ills and debts for 3 years and ive paid off a few of my major debts. I'm planning on applying for medical school (md/phd programs) in a couple years. Although all student believe they are qualified in the sciences and healthcare, I believe I am REALLY good. Almost all 100% in my science classes, a high knowledge and involvement in many serious medical emergencies, ect. Basically I LOVE LOVE LOVE my studies, work and the research opportunities I've had.</p>
<p>So now comes the pickle. I applied to 7 schools to transfer. I made certain criteria, the main point being good financial aid reputations, because I don't have good financial means to pay. I applied to one state school as a backup, being a cheap alternative, and it's a decent school. 4 other schools i didnt get into, but I got accepted to Columbia school of general studies, which is an ivy league route for non traditional students. Unfortunately, I came to find out that Columbia g&s has not such good financial aid. I got a 10k scholarship and 18k in federal funding with an increase of scholarship of at least 7k for next year if I do well.</p>
<p>So obviously Columbia is where I want to go, but I will have to take out large private student loans. Probably 20-25k for the first year, and less for the second year if I do well (and also if I can get other funding somehow, which is clearly not guaranteed). At the state school, I would pay probably no more than 6-7k, not even taking into account any financial aid (of which I haven't checked, but am pursuing in the next few days)</p>
<p>I have a consigner and Columbia is obtainable, but I need advice. Obviously I want Columbia. But am I being hasty/irrational? I have myself convinced that Columbia will offer me more opportunities, especially in biomedical research fields, than the state school and overall a better education, but I cannot tell mysel as to how much that will advantage me for my md/phd apps.</p>
<p>Also, something to consider; md/phd programs pay for the students as well as giving stipends and subsidized housing. So if things go the right way (although I'm scared to ASSUME they will) I will not be paying for grad school.</p>
<p>So help me out. Am I being self-convincing? Am I being too greedy? feel free to ask for more details. I'm really not sure how to decide. I've asked almost every trusted source I know to help find pros and cons.</p>
<p>Thanks a ton.</p>