<p>I had a SAT score of 2240 in my first and only attempt.
I had an 800 in Chemistry Literature AND math 2C.
My IB predicted grades were 42/42, I tool the most rigorous course load, I had recos which were totally outstanding. I started my own NGO, all this while I worked to support my family.</p>
<p>And I got rejected by MIT, UPenn (Wharton), Harvard, Yale and Princeton.
Besides Bentley, these were the only unis I applied to. No good unis like Boston, USC, NYU. I thought i will get into at least one of the above, so whats the point? </p>
<p>Where did I go wrong?</p>
<p>In hindsight, these:</p>
<p>1) I am an international student and I applied for full finaid.
2) My essays may not have been great. I thought my grades, ECs and recos were good enough.
3) My applications were sent like, a week after the deadline, due to a messup by my courier service provider.
4) I didnt go to a counsellor. WE have these hotshot counsellors in India whocharge a bomb. I couldnt afford them. I hindsight, I should have gone to one. There may have been mistakes in my application which they could have detected.</p>
<p>I got into Bentley; I had thought they would give a student of my calibre a full ride. Turns out maximum they give is full tution, which only 2 internationals get in a year. I got only half tution. This rules out Bentley.</p>
<p>I am very confused about what to do right now.</p>
<p>Should I work hard on my IB grades, make sure that they become a 42/42 in May? The problem is i slacked in the last semester, thinking, well at least i will get into one of these Unis. Should I apply to UK to LSE? Their deadline is June. But that will require getting great grades in the IB Exams in May. And they dont give financial aid or scholarships. Is taking a loan of $12000 from my rich uncle worth it?</p>
<p>Should I take a gap year, give my SATs again, get a 2400, work on my essays, and do something worthwhile like working full time in the stock market? Do more for AIDS patients through my NGO? Work harder on my essays? give in a superb application, ON TIME, next year?</p>
<p>But it feels like such a waste of time. Will I ever be good enough to get a full ride from the ivies? Am I good enough to do ANYTHING??</p>
<p>Maybe I shud just remain in India, do accountancy, and then do my MBA in the US. But I will look like such a fool. Everybody had high expectations from me: school, teachers, family, friends. Everybody thought I was a sure for the ivies, that I would make my school and family proud. I had a full ride in my IB school too: a $42000 scholarship. They will think it was such a waste.</p>
<p>I am really depressed right now. most of my friends are going abroad, and I have to remain here.</p>