<p>I interupt my brief hiatus from CC until december to bring this special report.
I am a low-down, good for nothing, ugly,fat,stupid,idiotic girl and I wish I were dead. Or in other words, I’m a worthless beast-- and my depression is back ! Yay! Life is meaningless.</p>
<p>Aww, you aren’t supposed to be on here! It’s not December yet! I’m sorry:/ We love you:)</p>
<p>I want to play wrod association game. I am ****ed because Warts won’t play anymore today! Nobody plays but him/her’s. That’s why every other posts is Warts.</p>
<p>Warts needs to play wrod association game.</p>
<p>Lol, no, someone posted after you, you can play with him/her:) I need to set limitations!</p>
<p>There was supposed to be a party because it was the end of the cross country season on October 11th, but nobody could host it because people kept getting in trouble or being grounded or their parents don’t want a party in their house and stuff. Finally it was supposed to be tonight, but it got cancelled AGAIN because there was a shooting and a gunmen was loose and it was near the person’s house where the party was but it was outside, so they just couldn’t have it. I WANTED TO PARTY!!! I HAVEN’T BEEN TO A PARTY IN OVER A YEAR</p>
<p>Also today was the OHSAA State Meet in Ohio. Our team got 4th. I WANTED 1ST PLACE. Last year we got 1st place, but IDK what the he2l happened. Our varsity was just f’ed up, like they just didn’t run as well as last year, but they still did do a good job. I enjoyed our season. I miss cross country now :(</p>
<p>3rd rant: WHY DOES CROSS COUNTRY HAVE TO BE OVER?!?!?!?!?!? 
I’m sad.</p>
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<p>join the club. i feel ya. havn’t been partying for 1.5+ years now.</p>
<p>■■■. esp. those goddammn applications and sat’s.</p>
<p>it’s party time after November!</p>
<p>I feel like my SAT scores dropped from the last time I took the test. 
This means I might take it again in December.</p>
<p>I’m also struggling to maintain my AP Gov and Calc grades - they’re both extremely difficult for me. However; I feel like I could do much better if I put in more effort.</p>
<p>I really don’t have the time/patience/energy to do this.</p>
<p>crest, do you go to the same school as zach willis?</p>
<p>a girl wanted me to ask her to homecoming soph year, but I didn’t want to go then</p>
<p>now I like her and I have no idea what to do…yay high school drama =[</p>
<p>UGH.</p>
<p>I have like two cold sores, and I think a third is coming on the side of my lip, and my lips are also become chapped. It is so uncomfortable >.></p>
<p>^^Lol don’t you hate it when there’s a girl you didn’t really know and then now you like her?
AHHHH. ALL THE MISSED OPPORTUNITIES!</p>
<p>You’ll get through it, no worries!
High school relationships don’t tend to last very long.</p>
<p>Ouch… I feel for you Zapz</p>
<p>I really really wish college apps would be oveeeeeeeeeeeeerrrr</p>
<p>^ Same. My mom set a deadline of 12/1 for all of my 12 apps to be done. Today i just realized that I have only 2 totally done, 2 almost done, and 1 halfway done. And no free time during the week. ■■■.</p>
<p>I didn’t do anything productive today:(</p>
<p>Great, today = fail.</p>
<p>I got the highest grade on my Gov. test in my class. It was a 93. WTH. >.></p>
<p>I don’t even want to mention how bad my quizzes in chem is physics were. I am going to have to ask my teacher not to even show me the results, as I do not want to know. I officially have banned myself from going on the site to check grades. Otherwise, I will just become extremely ****ed.</p>
<p>Then, in math I got an 85! >.></p>
<p>FAIL.</p>
<p>I didn’t go to school today. Sick :). Yet I feel kinda guilty. Feels like I’m missing out -.-</p>
<p>I think I may be slightly brainwashed</p>
<p>Feel better!</p>
<p>I moved my chem lab group to today because one of my friends decided at the last second that she was too tired. Then, she decided not to come to the session today because she was too busy, and no one in my group can figure out how to calculate this value. Of course, the lab is due tomorrow, and so we now have no time to ask our teacher about it. The annoying part is that we got directions from the other chemistry teacher, and our chemistry teacher is a lot less strict about labs. But since the our actual teacher didn’t give us directions, and now we can’t go ask her a question only to have her go “Oh, please, you don’t need to do that–do this!” I’m majorly lost. Oh, and I need this heavily weighted grade to bring up my C. WHEEEEE</p>
<p>I also wish I was done with applications but most of all I wish I knew where I will be in September 2010.</p>