<p>I've always been headed toward a medical career for my future, I don't know where the notion originated or what kept me headed toward it, but it's all I've really considered. I've grown up with the profession of doctor in mind, but recently I've been thinking deeply about what I really want to do. What would suit me, personally, and not what my parents urged me to do. I really admire the idea of saving peoples lives for a living, but I don't know if I'm willing to invest the ten most important years doing so. Do I really want to spend my twenties, years I'm supposed to be having the most fun and enjoying life in, working my ass off, stressing out, and having little time to myself? I just don't know.</p>
<p>Another future obstacle scares me: medical school. I, personally, am not the top of my class or the highest SAT scorer in my school(3.9, 1440, respectively), and considering the fact that, what is it, 10 to 20% of people applying for med school don't get in, worries me because I might not be in the strongest percentile. What to do if I don't get in? What else can you do with a biochem degree except pursue medicine in med school? The options are very few comparatively. I abhor the idea of going to a foreign school for a good number of years only to come back and be in an even more competitive environment.</p>
<p>I just think medicine is a very insecure PATH(read: path, not profession), and it takes full-fledged interest and absolute certainty to pursue, things I can't quite say I have at this point. I don't know if I'll be able to handle the coursework and whatnot in order to be a doctor.</p>
<p>Looking away from medicine I've been considering business. I like the lifestyle of being a businessman: going to work in a professional outfit, meetings with classy high-profile people, driving the nice bimmer to work, getting out of work early and having the rest of the day to yourself, living in a nice condo alongside the beach, all while in your twenties. </p>
<p>I dunno, I'm just re-contemplating things I never really considered heavily. Any supporting opinions would be greatly appreciated.</p>