Hi!
I am currently an undergraduate student at the University of Oklahoma on my winter break. The past semester was pretty rough for me, and I am thinking about transferring.
A lot of factors played into my college decision, but in the end, I think I mainly decided to go there because I didn’t know where else I wanted to go. I didn’t do a lot of college tours my senior year of high school or anything, and I was just so overwhelmed with all the college options that I didn’t even know where to start, really. My high school advisors didn’t help much either.
I went into the semester optimistic and hopeful. I had a couple of friends attending there, and was friends with my roommate. I was expecting things to go way differently than they did the past semester, and it’s just been pretty bad for me. My dad went to OU, and I grew up going to football games, so I expected it to feel like home. I doesn’t. I’m in multiple clubs, volunteer through the university, am in a sorority, and I still haven’t made any friends. I ask people to hang out, and really have made an effort over this semester, but it’s gotten to the point where it’s exhausting and I’m sick of trying at all when I feel like I don’t fit in anywhere. All my friends from home love their respective schools, and are all missing people from their college. I feel like I have nothing to miss, and don’t really care to go back at all. I live about two hours away from OU, and I spend a lot of weekends going home because I have nothing to do. I enjoyed going to the football games, but now that it’s spring semester, I feel like I’ll be even more miserable.
My grades didn’t suffer at all, I poured all my focus into schoolwork, and I finished the first semester with a high GPA. I had a 3.86 unweighted GPA after high school, but my senior year grades suffered a bit (I took 6 AP classes, and my high school was pretty competitive), but I don’t know how much any of that affects Transfer students.
Anyways, I’m not really sure what to do. I’m going back for the spring semester to try and tough it out, but I just don’t know if it’s going to get any better. It’s tolerable because I’m close to home, but even my best friend is shocked at how unhappy I am there. I am close with my family, but I’ve always been pretty independent, so it makes me wonder if homesickness is the only factor here, or if it’s because I feel like OU isn’t really where I’m supposed to be.
I’m not really sure what the process is for transfer students. Not to mention I don’t have any idea where I’d want to transfer to. I just feel like I need to start looking into it as applications will be due in a couple months if I want to attend somewhere else in the fall. I don’t really want to take a semester off, either. I just feel like I’m in limbo, and I’m very confused. So, essentially, I don’t really know what to do, but I don’t want to be unhappy for the next four years because I decided to stay at OU. Any advice or thoughts or anything?