<p>Yes, like I said, this was supposed to be it. But, for some reason, a feeling of failure looms over me. I was ready. In fact, I had studied many hours before I took the Dec 10 ACT. I felt a little uneasy before the test. It was nothing I couldn't shrug off. I zipped through the first section. I was happy. English, my best section, was finished with several minutes remaining. I felt perfection. But the rest was AWFUL. In the next two sections, I staggered on, finishing with 5 - 10 questions left on each section. I knew that was it. I became depressed, and saw that I had failed to pace myself. I had hope that the odds were on my side - hope that I could earn the 1 in 4 questions I guessed on. Then, I flipped to my worst section. SCIENCE. I can't say much about it. I was lost the entire time. I feel so sad when I think about it. I can't bear thinking about how stupid I was. Science, my best and favorite subject. How could I fail so miserably answering only about 50-60% of the questions. I had failed myself. I knew I would write a bad essay with that feeling. And, I did. My essay was by no means good. It lacked substance. It lacked everything. </p>
<p>I'm sitting here today knowing that I have another chance to succeed on this test in January. But, THIS was supposed IT. I was supposed to be content. And, tomorrow at 10pm I shall find out my score. In the past, I hoped that I would not have to wait in anxiety, but instead wait in hope. I hoped wrongly. I can't wait to see my score. That is, I can't wait to see how badly I did! I'm so dumb. I nearly have a 4.0, but I can't stay calm on a simple standardized test.</p>
<p>Does anyone have words of consolation to offer. I'm a junior. I know I can retake, and there's no reason I shouldn't. But, I was praying for a THIRTY. Now I know I will not get it, even though I have taken practice tests and received a score of thirty. Can anyone just write something nice or comforting? </p>
<p>Thank you CC</p>