<p>I'm a high school sophomore. I don't really know why, but I have the damndest time getting a decent grade in chemistry. I'm a little better at math, but chemistry...I just can't do it. </p>
<p>My grades so far:
Honors Chemistry: 100% ---> 78% now because I got a 71% on a test.
Honors Spanish II: 98%
Honors World History: 102%
Honors English II: 98%
Religion (required): 102%
Geometry: 93% ---> 88% because I got B-'s on a couple of quizzes.</p>
<p>I am so much better at retaining information that I read, writing, and linguistics than computing numbers and equations. I'm also musically inclined, as I could play the works of Bach, Chopin, and the likes very well within a matter of weeks, and I taught myself to play the guitar (fingerstyle) at a level comparable to that of Antoine Dufour and Craig D'Andrea within a matter of months. So I do have talents and all that, it's just that I fall short in math and science. </p>
<p>I mean I would have straight A's if it weren't for math and science. It's feasible to get an A in math, but I just don't think it's possible to get an A in Chem. I can study my ass off and get like a B+ on a test or quiz or something in that class, and an A- in math, but I never have to study at all for any other class and get extremely high A's on everything. </p>
<p>One of the problems is the fact that everyone finishes before me, and I feel very rushed and can't think straight, or I'd probably get a higher score. My fellow Chemistry classmates just seem to catch on quickly, whereas I really don't. I catch on extremely fast in other classes, but Chemistry in particular...I struggle a lot. When I read the textbook, I have a trouble understanding it when it talks about what's going on with particles and all that, primarily because I'm trying to I don't know, "visualize" it in my head, but my mind just doesn't want to do that. I also find the topic very boring, so my concentration doesn't last as long as it would on say a poem by Wordsworth that I'm asked to analyze. The information just doesn't stick. </p>
<p>Why is this, and what do you think I should do about it? I'm concerned because I know that the schools that I'm aiming for seem to frown upon students that struggle in math/science, and that I know that I'll be competing against USAMO's, Physics Olympiads, and people like that.
I mean, will my math and science grades really affect me that much if my intended major is English Literature? </p>
<p>I'm thinking about applying to the following:
The City University of New York (City College/Hunter)
The University of Pennsylvania
Stony Brook University
Cornell ED</p>