Two Months no Friends...What

Hi, in advance this is going to be really long (in order to fully explain the situation) but overall I’m kinda looking for advice and possibly anyone who can offer comfort through saying “hey, this was me but it’s all good now”

So I’m a freshman at a small-medium sized school and I’ve always had friends. Like in high school I met my best friend right off the bat and by graduation I had a great group that did everything together. I’m initially a little bit shy but am super fun and outgoing and like to have a good time once I’m comfortable.

Anyways, we had a super long orientation and one that included a four day small group outing. I cliqued super well with everyone on that trip and made some great friends. However, half of them were varsity athletes (I’m not). Bringing it back to campus, I got in a triple with two fairly weird girls who are just not my type of people and are ones I’d never be friends with. They aren’t social like I am and don’t go out and we just run with different crowds. I came to find that this was the case with all the rest of the freshman on the floor. Most are in singles and are on the quieter, more studious side. It quickly came out that this was really the case with most of the other year students on the floor. All very reserved loner types who requested an isolated single (our building has many). Furthermore, our building is kinda constructed separate from the others in the residential college so we’re isolated overall. Suffice to say, I made no good friends in my building, none of them were my kinda person.

After the crazy blur of orientation, I expected to find my friends through classes and extracurriculars. Unfortunately, that wasn’t the case with classes and my extacurriculars started really late. It quickly became apparent that varsity athletes basically already have a friend group through their sport; they’re super close here and just automatically do everything together. My closest friend from my orientation trip had her team, so as great as she is, she’s inherently got a group, plus she lives in a res college super far from mine. I went through a strange couple of first weeks kinda jumping around with who I got meals with and went out with on weekends and this resulted in some awkward and bad situations like getting stuck with groups I wasn’t really a part of and then getting left behind when they were on party lists I wasn’t on (basically I walked back to my dorm through campus alone at night while slightly drunk, which I know is super dangerous and something I shouldn’t have done but I had no one). I figured I’d make some friends of my own and this kinda situation would end.

However, flash forward to now (end of october) and I’m incredibly depressed. I literally have no one and I don’t even know how I got to this position and how this much time has gone by. Through social media and in person I’m seeing all these groups and friendships and a lot of them were established from being athletes or from living situations. Like a lot of the friends I see resulted from either roommates or same floors, so I somehow filled out something weird in my rooming form that I got put in this weird building with no one I relate to. I’m very aware of more social dorms nearby with lots of my kinds of people and I know if I had gotten in those dorms the current situation would not at all be the case so I just got extremely unlucky. Anyway, I’m awkwardly eating alone all the time and haven’t done anything the past couple of weekends because I have no one to do things with. We just had our big halloween night and I just stayed in. I have never been in this type of situation and just don’t even know how to meet new people when everyone I feel like I’d be friends with is already in a routine of who they do everything with and has been forming these strong friendships for two months. I’ve never been this incredibly unhappy, I’m starting to care less about the quality of my school work and can barely focus when I do it because all I can think about is how unhappy I am. I’ve called my mom and cried to her (I never even use to be that close to her and rarely ever cried) several times in the past week because I just have nowhere else to turn. I ended up meeting with the director of student life for my res college, basically broke down in front of him, and discussed a room change so I can get to a more social place and have a new beginning. However, it seems nothing is currently available. I just don’t know what to do. EVERYONE seems to have someone and I somehow have no one. I’m just incredibly upset and all I want is to go home (not an option because I like rather far away). People are friendly but it seems no one is open to making good, lets hang out type friends anymore because they already found theirs. I just don’t know how to break into any of these groups and don’t even have the opportunity to try at this point. I also probably now look like a weird loner to the type of people I would have normally been friends with.

Honestly I’ve just never ever been in a situation like this and am incredibly depressed and needed to get it out. It’s okay if no one reads this and/or responds, I just needed to type it all out I guess.

There are a lot of threads like this on this board right now. Please read through a few pages, because so many of them have good advice. Your situation is really common, and it will improve with time. Please go to some clubs that interest you, they will be welcoming. And trust me, there are other kids at your college like you. Please alos make an appt at the counseling center, becasue it will help you. And FYI, there is a post right now by a person updating a very similar situation and how they are now happy. I will send you a pm.

@mrpractical gives excellent advice. Also, while you don’t feel like the people you are living around are your type, you might try letting go of this perception and opening up a little to the possibility that there might be some friends in this dorm. I can tell you that even if you had a huge cadre of friends right now, they may not stay your close friends over the long haul. My own daughter had a group of about 10 or so boys and girls last year in their freshman dorm. They did become friends due to proximity and somewhat mutual interests. However, now that they are sophomores and are living in different dorms the group as it was does not really exist anymore. There are subgroups or pairs, but no longer a big group that hung together because everyone was new.

Be patient, engage in things that you are authentically interested in, and the friend opportunities will present themselves.

It sounds like you were unlucky on a number of fronts, but I see some cracks of light. While it is late for fall sports, do any of them … or winter sports … need a manager? Particularly those where you have friends? That would allow you a connection to that group.

Are there study groups for any of your classes that you could join or form?

Can you get a job on campus?

Are there volunteer opportunities that appeal to you?

Any of these will bring you in contact with a group of people on a regular enough basis that you’ll get to know them, and you could find you really like some of them. And in the meantime, you’ll be with people. It sounds like you’re social, so being alone may be more distressing than being with folks who aren’t your exact crowd.

I can also assure you that on graduation day, friend groups will be quite different from what they are today. These things evolve, so keep yourself in the game.

AND take care of yourself too.

Don’t worry dude and don’t care. If you don’t have so called communicative problems, I will meet them shortly.

@eqh83ii3
I agree that in the beginning, your dorm and floor play a big part in finding friends, and it can be so random. But also know, that sometimes these friends of convenience do shake out and there may be some of your people looking for new connections by the end of the semester. The athlete thing is tough, not so much because they are cliquey, but because they are so busy and often traveling that they don’t have a lot of free time. But there could be opportunities there in the off season. So maybe the soccer players are super busy right now, but their schedule is going to open up a bit soon as the season comes to a close. Don’t be afraid to try and reconnect with people from orientation. They may be more open than you think and may welcome a fresh face

Ideas:
http://talk.collegeconfidential.com/college-life/1808143-having-trouble-adjusting-to-college-making-friends-top-10-things-to-do.html

You mentioned Halloween weekend and large distance between dorms. I’m curious if you go to UW-Madison or another large state school of some sort?

Parent here…one thing I’ve learned as I journey through life is that things aren’t always what they appear. When we are focused on something or have a problem it can look as if everyone else is all set, are in a better way and not experiencing my same problem or feelings. It may look like everyone else is solid with friends but the reality is that they probably aren’t. It sounds like you got put in a dorm situation that isn’t quite a fit for you. Because of that you have to make an extra effort to move outside your situation. I agree with others…join some clubs. It seems as if community service and volunteering is very common on college campuses today which can be a great way to meet people. I also agree with the “get a job” idea. A job gives you a task and a place where you belong as well as some pocket money. It also fills your time so you don’t have to think so much about your social life. This is just an outside thought but if there is a church in the city/town where you are, you might want to start attending. A college student just started attending the church where I go and it was amazing to see how the congregation embraced her. She is from many states away and she is meeting families and people at our church who are supporting her and will provide a family environment while she is away from home. Just make sure it is a church that isn’t too big - mine is protestant. Nothing against any other churches but the protestant churches tend to be very social. This could just provide a little support while you are figuring things out on campus and a break from your fishbowl. Hang in there. You’ll get there. There are many, many college students feeling as you are.

@ eqh83ii3 , you said there is no new housing available now, but would a dorm change be possible for the winter semester? Likely there will be transfers (in and out) and other reshufflings.

For now, ditto all the other suggestions.

In the meantime, to see if you could be a tad more comfortable in your current dorm, I was thinking about bopper’s suggestion #3. You might feel awkward at this point, but what do you have to lose? Hosting a spontaneous cookie party (is there any way in a dorm to warm them up…nothing like the wafting smell on a chilly day…) might bring a few of those introverts to your door. Even if they aren’t your kind of people … you just never know. Maybe there will be someone who you’ll discover to be “interesting” rather than just weird. Maybe someone who requested a single is actually very cool (with intact social skills) who just prefers a quiet space to study/live in…or someone who does register a bit on your “weirdness” radar has some great, redeemable qualities or something (no matter how small) in common with you. College is a fantastic opportunity to take some social risks and expand your point of view. None of these people have to form your ultimate best friend group, but getting to know one or two a bit could make your remaining time in the dorm a bit more comfortable and rewarding. You seem to be an extrovert, and so expanding your understanding of different kinds of people can only add to your education :slight_smile:

I agree with @inthegarden Introverts hide so you have to draw them out. THere are many people that are not the partiers that it is more difficult to find…cookies draw people out! :slight_smile: