<p>3am and I am sleepless over a dilemma and I thought someone here in this community might help give me a new way to look at things. Since I seem to be completely incapable of reaching a final decision and I know many of you might be in a similar place.......</p>
<p>I have been accepted to UC Davis and UC Berkeley both with really respectable grants and scholarships and the schools are financially equal for the most part with regards to what it will cost me if I live on campus. I have strongly favored UC Davis and dropped my SIR on May 1st becuase the department I will be entering is MUCH stronger then at Berkeley and I will have the option of graduating with a double major based on previous coursework which will not be an option at CAL, plus I am not CRAZY bout Berkeley as a city. </p>
<p>Over the past month after submitting my SIR, UCD has repeatedly dropped the ball with regards to various documents I have submitted to them (From Honors Challenge, Summer Abroad to Financial Aid) and the straw that broke the camels back earlier this week was finding out they have rescinded their offer to provide me as a transfer with guaranteed housing. Instead, they sent me a list of apartments which after calling each one I discovered are all leased out for fall 2010 and when requesting they make right and uphold the end of their guarantee, housing refuses to offer any more assistance with the matter and has more or less blacklisted me their services. </p>
<p>So naturally after I have spent the past week going above everybody head possible trying to simply get the SSA space I was promised when applying back in November and getting nowhere with these people and feeling really put off by how the administration treats new students and seeing this as an ongoing theme that is developing now that the SIR is in where as before, everyone seemed quite accessible and was more then easy to deal with, just a little bit sloppy with paperwork and processing. </p>
<p>Now, everything just seems completely *****ED UP and people in these offices cant seem to accomplish the simplest minute tasks like receiving a fax or entering details on applications correctly, I have totally lost faith and confidence in the entire administrative operations of UC Davis at this point and am sitting around wondering what else they can manage to do wrong so I can act to prevent it somehow. Scary.....</p>
<p>Naturally, I have really negative vibes and while faculty in my department are thrilled about having me working at Davis along side them and serving as part of the community, if I have to continually deal with these conflicts that are exclusive to UC Davis for the next quarters while trying to produce meaningful and significant output, I will be looking to either inter-system transfer to UCSD or leave the state of California all together and go back east to a much better school in Rhode Island I was offered admission to but which had a much more abysmal aid offer I likely could not make up the difference of with even private loans. </p>
<p>In contrast to the experiences I have had with Davis admins, CAL runs beautifully, I called to feel out my position there and my housing offer is golden, my information is all correct, and my aid is ready to roll! If I attend Cal, while the institution is more prestigious over all, my department is really NOT and I graduate with a major and a minor as opposed to a double major from a much stronger dept at Davis. I know some of you might have a hard time believing Davis is superior to Berkley in some undergrad fields, but you just have to trust me on this one. This has strong implications for grad school entrance to a degree, but so would losing my patience with the bureaucracy at Davis, and transferring (again). </p>
<p>I also have problems with graduating from the CAL semester system in time before my aid will likely run out at Berkeley. I can blitz the quarter system and fly out of Davis in 5 quarters while CAL will take me 2 to 2.5 years.</p>
<p>So, here I am.. a bit torn. Hoping someone might offer me a little objective clarity. After looking through these forms many of you seem to be filled with it and honestly, I could really use some to go along with the little sleep I have been getting. </p>
<p>I have 2 days to cancel my SIR at Davis (not worried about the $100 I lose at this point) and enroll at Berkeley if it really is the better decision. Either way it feels like a gamble relying on the prestige of Berkley to prop up a weak department and risk running out of money and living in a place I am not CRAZY about, compared to living in a great college town like Davis with a strong department but simply the worst administrative, housing, and financial aid staff I have ever imagined dealing with and I have dealt with quite a few from the Ivy's down to the Cal States, Oh and I did mention becuase of this I have NO offer for guaranteed housing now and living in campus housing is both VERY important due to a necessary aid appeal and how I would hope to immerse myself in Davis since I know NOBODY there beyond faculty I met presenting research here in So Cal. </p>
<p>Sorry to rant, obviously I need a lot of help. I just spent the last hour looking at deferring my enrollment for a year and hopping a plane to a random pacific rim country to travel for a year and get some clarity on the matter. Yup, it's bad......</p>
<p>any thoughts? please!?!?!?</p>
<p>THANK YOU ALL for any help or replies!</p>