So, I don’t think I’ve had the best high school experience. I’ve barely had any “friends” (and maybe 1 or 2 people I periodically enjoy hanging out with), I’m struggling with my sexuality, and at this point in I feel like I’ve realized that I don’t know what I wanna do, even vaguely (I applied to BS/MD because my parents/lost me wanted me to). Probably something intellectually stimulating though, and maybe in academia though my parents (and probably me, I’m super negative) don’t support that.
I’m stuck between these two schools: UIC (accepted for anything I want + BS/MD program) and UIUC (accepted for engineering).
Pros of UIC:
-more choices. I can transfer majors to whatever I want with ease atm, and I have to worry about my grades a little less due to the BS/MD program
-probably a little easier
Cons of UIC:
-hard to meet people. It’s a commuter school, and I don’t know how much I’m going to be able to have a chance to find someone, especially of the same sex
Pros of UIUC
-possibly more active social life, probably more accessible gay people
Cons of UIUC
-hard to transfer majors.
-have to work hard to get good grades if I do want to go to medical school
My mom is quite worried about me and she wants me to opt for the stable choice aka medicine. I don’t really know if I want to do that (or anything, tbh, the only things that interest me a little are languages, politics and maybe economics or computers/technology relating to them). What do you guys think? The sexuality thing is especially concerning for me.
Thanks for reading. Any help would be greatly appreciated.