<p>Hi CC ers! Right now, I am senior..... and I really need you guys' help ...</p>
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<pre><code> Recently, I got one F (on the first semester) in a non-academic program (it was pass-fail and
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<p>yeah... I failed...FML).. I only applied to prestigious colleges (YPMSC...... I got deferred @ </p>
<p>Caltech/ UChicago on Early action) and I am really worried about getting into good/even any</p>
<p>college...... (btw, I am an international student... ) The reason I failed was that my </p>
<p>grandmother died in the mid of the semester and my grandfather also had not a good time </p>
<p>(he was sick.... for a long time) and because of those events, I had a real hard time and</p>
<p>although I was able to pull my grade up from 2A 4B 1 C to All A but one B, I failed one of </p>
<p>this program...</p>
<pre><code> Knowing that this is detrimental to the college admission and, just got the news
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<p>that my grandfather's health got much worse,I am thinking of</p>
<p>whether I really should finish my grade this year .... and instead, repeat my senior year..</p>
<p>I am planning to apply to some other boarding schools.... (yeah.. it is really late, yet </p>
<p>some high schools that I know accept until 2/1...... and unfortunately it needs to be a </p>
<p>boarding school.... I am an international student) I qualified to the USAMO and </p>
<p>did several other math competitions and I do not think I have a terrible SAT score (2160) </p>
<p>I am really not sure of what I need to do ..... (Because my SAT score is not good enough</p>
<p>for my dream schools, and yeah... I do not feel too terrible on repeating grade/ PG because</p>
<p>when I first came to America, approx. 3 yrs ago, I was planning to start as 8th grader..)</p>
<p>so, (wow.. it took me such a long time to even get to the question) I have few questions..</p>
<p>(1) If I repeat grade (then I will probably drop my school now or soon).... is it possible to
"overwrite" my first semester (esp. one F) grade???? </p>
<p>(2) Am I just over reacting??? should I finish my grade??? Knowing that that program is not graduation requirement/ academical one, does college will not care about it? (but, really, because of all those things happen at a same time.. it really really sucks.... and I am really unwilling to do any academic works.)</p>
<p>(3) Should I do PG??? (Postgraduate/ 13th grade) does it can "overwrite" my first semester grade???</p>
<p>(4) Any advice? help??? </p>
<p>Thank you so much......... wow.. I hate my life...</p>