<p>Okay. I basically failed at the college search process, thinking that i wanted to be in a city, and deciding that that city was boston. I visited 4 times, visited BU, Northeastern, Tufts and Brandeis. I applied to all. I even applied to BC because well, why not, right? wrong. First of all BC= everything i loathe. Second, I applied to NEU early action! and got in! and was excited! until i realized that it was also everything i loathed. (the fancy buildings and an on campus concert blinded me from how utterly sucky the school was.) Same goes for BU (except BU is hideous) Tufts is impossible. I like Tufts, a lot. It's essentially a "fit", but i could never get in in my wildest dreams. The only school i applied to in boston that i realized i really like (after realizing my mistake in applying solely on location) is Brandeis. I got accepted... but im having a bit of a problem...</p>
<p>Within the last days of december, i decided i absolutely HAD TO apply to some LACs. I chose Vassar and Bard, because they were both schools i had liked (LOVED) before ruling out anythng non-boston. I think the LAC system would work best for me (artist, premed) and cannot see myself anywhere with a core curriculum or a big classes etc. Essentially, I HAVE TO GO TO VASSAR. At least i feel like i have to. Im a little doubtful that i'd get in, seeing as Vassar is so selective, but i'd be offered my entire need in grants (due to income) and the prospect of sitting in the gothic library with the stained glass window.... for FREEE excites me so much that i just cannot handle it. </p>
<p>So with a few days until i recieve a decision, i'd like to know just how different people think Brandeis and Vassar are.... (atmosphere, academics, etc.) and if im really as doomed as i think i am if i dont get in to vassar....
also, brandeis is broke right now, so i might not recieve enough aid...
and there's SUNY Binghamton for that...... but how much would that suck?????</p>