<p>I just finished my first semester of a PhD program.</p>
<p>I had a heck of a time adjusting to graduate school, ignoring the fact that I had even more of a problem adjusting to the unorganized tangle of classes and exams they put us through. I met with my program director in the middle of the semester who said if I don't get a 3.0 by the end of the year, I would be put into a master program, he sent me a letter stating this as well. </p>
<p>So I improved by the end of the semester and brought my grades up, but not enough to have a 3.0. I ended up with a 2.13. I know it is terrible, but after going through this transformation this semester, I knew with a lot of hard work I could get a 3.0 this spring. I'm not being naive here, I really am angry at myself and I know I could do it. </p>
<p>The directer of my program resigned before the end of the semester, and now there are at least 3 people serving in his place, one for each year of grad students. So the person in charge of first years emails me to meet with them urgently. I met with them today, and was told the program committee had met and I had two options - withdraw now so I can say I withdrew myself, or have them terminate the program for me. They said they had no knowledge of the previous meeting with the previous director. I wasn't given the option of diverting to a self-funded masters program, just told to pretty much leave, with the suggestion of taking non-degree courses (which I can't afford) and applying next year. </p>
<p>I was told to withdraw by noon tomorrow (our semester starts Monday) because waiting after that could 'lower my gpa even more.' Which I don't really understand. </p>
<p>So I got home and started reading about the graduate schools policy on this. The policy is that they can terminate your program at any time, but they have to give you advanced notice (whatever that means, but I'm sure 2 days before the semester starts isn't advanced enough), as well as giving you a chance to appeal. </p>
<p>The more I think about it, the more I think I shouldn't go quietly without trying, that maybe I should start the semester, let them file the termination, and appeal. Maybe doing that I could at least get put into the master's option. </p>
<p>I'm very angry at the moment (at myself and the program), so I'm trying not to let that cloud my judgment. No matter what happens, I have to stay in the area, where there are few tech jobs...so I'm pretty much screwed...</p>