<p>Every kid who is gifted at math experiences this, the point where they actually don’t just “get it” and have to pay attention, study and maybe get help. It happens at different levels for each student. Usually they respond one of two ways. They give up, develop a math phobia and convince themselves that they aren’t cut out for math or they quickly recognize that the game has changed, they adapt by developing new math habits and they keep kicking butt. You are attempting a third way. You gave up, but then recognized what happened, that it is certainly fixable, that you aren’t simply bad at math, but just hit a big bump in the road.</p>
<p>The problem is that math is very cumulative. Your experience going forward will depend largely on your past success. I don’t think you’d feel comfortable if you simply charged forward without backfilling your foundation. </p>
<p>Although it’s nice to have some Calculus before engineering, most programs are designed to start the Calculus sequence as a Freshman. They’ll go fast though, faster than math has ever gone in high school with no hand holding. </p>
<p>Knowing all this, my advice would be do anything except take Discrete Math. It will be of little use and you’ll be one year removed from the math you really need.</p>
<p>Take this test: <a href=“Preparing for Calculus”>http://calculus.math.rpi.edu/rsc/</a>. It was developed by the Rensselaer Math Department to assess students’ readiness for collegiate calculus. You may surprise yourself and do well, but if you don’t, don’t worry. It isn’t designed to confirm how awesome you are. It’s purpose is to reveal where you need to work on your foundation. </p>
<p>During the summer spend time on Kahn Academy, starting with the lowest level concepts you struggled with, moving forward as far as you can, devoting time every day to this task. </p>
<p>Finally, ask your school if you can take the advanced pre-Calc class instead if Discrete and still meet your graduation requirements.</p>
<p>If you do all of this you’ll be right on track with most programs. More importantly you will have rebuilt your foundation and confidence which will ensure success going forward.</p>
<p>Good luck!</p>