<p>Actually I never had any expectation that hed do as well as hes done. There were health problems as an infant- I NEVER thought hed be doing sports and there was a time when Id lay awake at night and wonder how much damage might have been done to his brain. So rationalizing and disappointment- no way, and certainly not bitterness or jealousy. BTW, he's definitely more the second type and my younger is more the first. It be nice to be both.</p>