<p>Thanks bettina. I really like your point on how I need to focus on my life now, so that I may show improvement. How long should an answer to this question be? It started out at about 200 words and now it has gone to the out of control 1000+ WC. I was reading over it once more and realized there are a lot of useless sentences in my essay. I just need to find a happy median. lol</p>