<p>I need to pick between APU or UNLV to go to next year and I've got barely any time to do it, so if you can...please read and try to assist me. </p>
<p>I'm an incoming freshman and I live in Las Vegas, Nevada. Throughout all my four years of high school I've been dreaming (not exactly focusing) about going off to a good college in California. However, I let my grades slip and I didn't do my best - but I still got into a few decent schools. </p>
<p>I also applied to UNLV, because I'll have the Millennium Scholarship, the Pell Grant and other financial aid which will basically pay for the whole thing - including a single-style dorm room on campus. I have my room and everything set to go at UNLV right now.</p>
<p>I also am enrolled in my second choice, Azusa Pacific University. APU, however is much more expensive. They are offering me $22,000 in grants and loans - but I still need to come up with another $12,000 from third party loans AND pay for my books and other expenses. The upsides of going to Azusa are that I'll be getting the traditional college experience I've always wanted. It'll be a fresh start for me and I can envision it being a lot more fun than UNLV. The class sizes are small, and going to a small school has always been one of my goals. The downsides are that I'm scared of moving out, leaving home and not making friends. I'm scared that I'll go to APU, lose touch with all my friends here in Vegas and then not make any substantial ones there, because I'll have to leave every summer. Plus most of the kids at APU are from California, so they already have their social lives and friends built and I'll be there all alone. Then again, if it DOES work out then it could be a really amazing opportunity.</p>
<p>Then there's UNLV. I'll be 15 minutes from my house, so I can still be independent and live on my own, but I can always go home and see my family. It won't be such a strain on my parents financially which will relieve a lot of the guilt I'm feeling, and I won't be putting them into debt. I know the area extremely well, so I won't be trapped on campus. I'll be able to do what I want whenever I want. Plus I'll have my OWN dorm room which I can decorate however I please and make it look amazing. I'm scared that since UNLV is a commuter school that there won't be much of a campus life though, and that it will be harder to make friends. I guess friends is one of the main things I'm scared about. At least if I'm in Vegas, I can build a new network of friends and not have to worry about leaving, right? Staying in Las Vegas is a lot more stable and within my comfort zone. </p>
<p>I'm worried though, that yes, it's EASIER to stay here - but is it the right thing to do? I don't want to always be wondering "what if" just because I was too scared to take a leap and do something scary and leave home. </p>
<p>Another factor I should probably include is that I WANT to transfer. If I stay at UNLV it will only be for two years, and then I want to transfer to a far better school. I feel the same about APU. I want to graduate from a more well-known school, possibly a UC. So if either way I'm going to transfer, should I just stick with the cheaper choice? </p>
<p>PLEASE help me if you can. I am horrible at making decisions and could really use some insight. I know that was incredibly long.</p>