<p>So I recently started college and I have an extra slot in my schedule thanks to APs. I've spent a month getting high anxiety over the thought of picking it. The problem is that my school allows you to not commit to a major or school until your junior year, so you can take a class wherever you want. However, I have a limited number of electives if I want to finish in four years. I have no idea what I want to major in, but my school is made up of half a dozen schools (School of Education, School of Communication, School of Arts and Sciences, ect). The biggest school, the School of Arts and Sciences requires four semesters of language. I believe a few of the other schools do as well. </p>
<p>I thought it would be fun to take a language. My school offers Arabic, Spanish, Hindi, Mandarin, German, French, Italian, Portuguese, and Latin. </p>
<p>I took Spanish at my high school and in middle school, and it was not a well-regarded program. The two teachers that taught the first two years (8th and 9th) were awful, so none of us really had a solid grasp on the language. Both teachers were considered "easy." In my sophomore year, my class had a fantastic teacher, but we all struggled anyway b/c we were not as proficient as Spanish IV students should be. I chose not to take a language as an upperclassman. </p>
<p>I text my parents fairly often, and I mentioned in a text that I was thinking about taking a language, maybe French. My mom hit the roof. She left a 3 minute message on my phone, then when I called her to talk to her, lectured me about it nonstop. She wants me to take Spanish b/c it is the most marketable. She gave this speech about how she uses her four semesters of college Spanish everyday (her proof of this was her ability to understand the Spanish version of a form she uses regularly in English and her questionable ability to speak to our cleaning lady). I have literally never heard her speak Spanish or give any indication that she can understand it. In fact, I didn't even know she had ever taken a college class on it until she told me so on the phone. </p>
<p>I understand that Spanish is the most marketable, especially given that I grew up in a heavily Latino state. But I didn't like it and I really don't want to take it again. Placement tests would most likely (rightly) place me at level one, and I can't stand the thought of repeating Spanish classes again. While she was lecturing me, the thought of taking Spanish was making me want to cry.</p>
<p>She called me the next day with a halfhearted apology and then immediately launched into a speech about how if I didn't want to take Spanish, I should take the always useful Mandarin. I'm not sure if I told her this (I know I have told others), but I have said from the getgo that I wanted to take a Latin-based language (especially because I don't think I'm very good at languages in the first place). This conversation was very short because a) I had to study for a quiz and b) I was having a small panic attack. After she hung up, it took me about ten minutes to calm down before I could start studying. </p>
<p>On the one hand, people are telling me to "follow my passion" and take whatever language I want. But on the other hand, I know my mom is right. I know that Spanish and Mandarin are the most useful at this point in time. So I would have a hard time pursuing a language with no specific use.</p>