<p>you said before that you aren't overweight. I think what you need is a change of environment - to be with people that don't know you or your past. </p>
<p>I had a friend who was bullied everyday in my school (though I tried to stand up for her, they ignored my protests). They said that she was ugly and stupid... due to this she was suffering in school
Eventually though she moved and she called me after 2 years and mentioned that she had started to get A's in all her classes and that she had even found a new boyfriend! </p>
<p>If you move to new environment people can assess with no bias and see you for who you truly are</p>