<p>Til the early decision, decision. Seriously, I just keep finding myself refreshing the website even though I know nothing is there. Homework is becoming harder to do. It's all consuming me...</p>
<p>All that and a Physics test friday, which I plan to just write, "I love Cornell" for the ten questions.</p>
<p>I'm trying to do really really good jobs on homework to pass the time. I wish I had more calc homework, i love to be consumed in that and that passes the time quickly. What makes it so slow is all of my friends at school asking in every class when I find the decision from Cornell. It's rough, hopefully it will be worth it.</p>
<p>That's why I haven't told too many of my firends about Cornell ED. Now I am thinking that if I get rejected or deferred (Oh! that hurts even thinking about it, ouch!!), I will come back here and give my version of analysis what actually went wrong with my applictaion. At least the HIgh SChool Juniors can learn from that for their next year application.</p>
<p>Best thing to do to pass the time: Nothing! You'll be surprised how fast your evening will waste away if you just lie on your floor and listen to music...</p>
<p>I found a good thing, well not really good, to pass the time, that is to write a script for a german television show for my german class. It is so long, and it is hard, b/c it is in german, however it is somewhat amuzing. I love making television shows in german for german class, once I get the script done all th ehard stuff is over. If you want to waste a few hours, write a tv show in the language you are taking, i have spent about 3 hours so far on it in total, and there is plenty more to come. I guess music would help, i could try that.</p>
<p>Constantly posting on here...also attempting to work on other college apps :-/</p>
<p>OK I have a weird lil story to tell...today I was riding home from the mall w/my friend, and kinda zoning out/thinking/praying about Cornell...and I start to think, just GIVE ME A SIGN that I should have SOME HOPE...so then this rly bright white, blurry billboard in the distance catches my eye...and when I finally get close enough to read it, it says CORNELL JEWELERS. LOL...it just gave me a LITTLE hope...but how coincidental/weird is that?!?!</p>
<p>i think my chances are skrewed. i had a dream few days ago, getting rejected by both cornell and berekely, my first two choices. i think if my subconcious thinks that im skrewed, then im skrewed, and if im skrewed, yeah... skrew it</p>
<p>i passed the time pretty "easily" at school today, i had an AP English Test, then I had an AP German Test, then I had an AP Government Test. That took up most of my thoughts about Cornell. did anyone else have fun like me?</p>
<p>I was not so lucky today at school. As my English teacher lectured on Hamlet, I was staring at the wall imagining myself building snowmen at Cornell. At lunch, I noticed my tray consisted of foods that can be made from the letters of Cornell: 'corn', 'roll', and ice cream 'cone'. In TOK I began to blankly stare at the wall again as some random girl I don't know rambled on about her boyfriend to me. I think she asked me a question at one point and I just replied, "Cornell." People at school probably think I started taking drugs or something...</p>