<p>This might seem really emo, but when I get it, I am going to get in my car and drive off to this place that I have been to once before. I was driving randomly when I was really ****ed off and found this lake that seems to be untouched by the anxieties of southern Orange County, California. I am going to take the letter there, park off to the side of the dirt-pathed road, walk out a little bit, sit down at the end of the trail, and open it.</p>
<p>This may sound bad and discouraging, but I am thinking it will be the "d" word because of some problems with my application. But in any case, I will go home and tell my parents and try not to make a big deal out of it.</p>
<p>Hoya Saxa!!</p>